

i realized “the meaning of life” is essentially a christian concept disguised as something universal and stopped worrying. “life is useless”, as ailton krenak would say – usefulness is a property of things, not people, after all
i have a different kind of dread: my own mortality. it comes every once in a while and i just wait for the dread to go away









language popularity can change pretty quickly
according to the tiobe index, in 1985, lisp was the 2nd most popular programming language and c++ was the 10th. fast-forward 5 years and c++ took the 2nd place, while lisp fell down to 7th place. i wouldn’t be surprised if something similar happened between c++ and rust